Many of us grow up planning our lives, what kind of guy we’ll meet, when we will marry, how many kids and all the other detials in between. Then as we get older life takes us on the journey it has planned for us, completely out of our control and often not how we thought it would be.
Life conditions us, our experiences shape and mould us. We react to things as we have seen others in the past, we set expectations upon others we don’t yet know were only our own and will never come to fruition.
Life for this woman, has been one of uncertainty growing up in a broken family brought feelings of unease, it left a mark in her life experiece, a mark that would change her reactions to many things in the years to come.
When her now husband came along and swept her off her feet, loved her for all she is and lifted her up she did the same for him but the pureness of this love brought feelings of unease, of uncertaint longevity. It brought her both the happiest moments and unease in her life. Did she deserve this?
Would it last? How did life turn out so picture perfect?
Sometimes getting all we ever wanted, feeling completely comfortable and having someone to rely on, to build a life with feels so scary it has you wanting to run and hide, to open your eyes from the dream your living, waiting for the walls to crash. Life shapes us all in such different ways. But it also shows us the power of love, that we deserve more than we could ever dare to ask for. In January Sherryn celebrated her 1 year anniversay with her lover and they have recently welcomed a beautiful baby boy.
Life is more than picture perfect with a suburban home, a dog and a baby and she deserves it all.