Jan 31 | 5:01pm
This month has drawn to a close all to soon, I feel so unready to move fully into this year. Wishing for more long summer days with late nights and beach visits followed by slow mornings filled with cuddles, approching each day as a blank canvas, filling it with life and joy.
This year brings the knowing of school and routine. I know I will miss you and I know you will miss each other. I know we will find ourselves short of time some days to say and share all we wish.
It also bring the unknown, with kinder on the horizon. I don’t know what change this will bring, I just feel it is not slower days but faster ones, filled with growth and change.
These things aren’t bad things, but they remind me of the lost time spent staring into a screen or feeling frustrated and overwhelemed by the siuation, where I should have just held you a little longer, kissed your nose one more time, on that day we will never get back. As my days of being at home with you both full time fade all too fast and as much as I love and revel in your growth and curiosity, your enormouse imaginations your both becoming more you each day. I already miss what is not yet lost with the knowing it will happen without my knowing until after.
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